sod pride and bloody guilty conscious, can't it all disappear into the wisps of air?

that way i don't need to brood, brood and brood; and can actually have some fun.

make friends even without destroying the wall. and will there even be a wall?

bloody hell.

it's amazing how crying can help you bring relief.

and boy, does burger king really stays in your mouth.
even after the dinner, i can still have a lingering taste of it.
and it's really awful.

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines

anger strikes at the oddest hours.

human psychology? it's really the weirdest thing.

it's kind of funny how when you dislike one person, you're not the only one. or if you like something/someone, you're not the only one.

this was proven.

i've decided to turn back to this blog again 'cause recently i found myself needing something to write about my reflections of my life. since my livejournal is more of posting my stories-as for now is on hold due to a lack of and stuggling to find a muse- i've decided to revive this blog so that i'm able to write again. since i realize writing is something that can help me express my thoughts.

i would also wish to compare my thoughts from the first time i started blogging till the time now. i guess in a way i want to see how different i am from my past to the present. in a way, it helps me keep track of time.

a new year, a new school and a new bunch of friends. it's great to meet so many people learning about different personalities and knowing thier interests. and as we meet new friends, i realize i begin to lose the old ones too. sure we contact each other and meet up once in awhile, but the initial connection i used to feel seemed to dissapear.

life is currently a breeze, although occasionally i tend to freak out more often than not. during the holidays, i had this lazy syndrome where i wished to stay at home at all times. but i realize without human contact, i'm able to go 'nuts.' it becomes this spiral of thought you realize you're repeating to yourself and eventually you get bored.

i guess it's always good to socialize, meet friends stay close to other people, that way you assure yourself that you're still the same.

ah well, now that we're reaching a new year ahead and hopefully a new school as well, perhaps i'll learn somethings more, perhaps my perceptions of life will change. let's find out shall we?

p.s.: if anyone of you have a blog to recommend please feel free to leave a tag. it can be yours, it can be your friends or even a celebrity. don't hesitate! i'll be putting up links soon.